Monday, November 9, 2009, 5:25 PM
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SAD.
2:38 AM
Really ?
All i can say is DAMN.
i have to be a model again for tomorrow.
This time im gonna have make up on and wedding dresses? [depends on the theme]
that's what mom said. come on dude, im only 14. haha.
Kira didnt want to.hmph. i've had no choice anyways cause mom needs to get a model for tomorrow and if i said "no" , she won't have anyone to bring along and that'll be so embarrasing wouldnt it ?
but come on, having alot of people staring at you is another problem.
especially for me. i told you . i hate stares. i CAN stare at people but if it's the other way round, then i'll have to run.
but atleast Kira and maybe Ayano's coming to support. Okay maybe not support but just accompanying me or something. i told Kira to take pics. haha. omg i'll look dead mature. plus the make up is gonna be dead think. it made mom look many years younger but it's gonna make me look many years older. -..-
Make up can do ANYTHING to you apparently.
sigh if this was an international modelling thingy , i would recommend kirthi !
but it's only for malays. i think. i didn't even ask actually but all i saw was malay.
but i think anyone's free to join in ? I THINK. don't trust my words. haha.
but seriously, i have no interest whatsoever to be a model.
but i really like to watch america's next top model though! it's so FUN. i wanted to try being a photographer.
it feels really cool . i don't know, i like to snap snap snap! that's why i kept snapping pics when Idayo brought her big camera :)) so im not in most of the pics. :D i dont mind. i really like taking nice pics.
meaningful ones ofcourse . if only i was rich enough to get my own personal camera.
that'll be GREAT.
but i'll snap out of it. this is REALITY. :P
let's see if i do great tomorrow.
haha. im only a face model.
not the BODY. haha. i DONT HAVE THE BODY of a skinny damn model.
wait, i dont even have the FACE so nevermind. hahahaha.
i dont even wish to become so freaking skinny that's why modelling is so not my thing.
yeah i know, there are such thing as plus size models but i have other dreams .:D
but sometimes models are so dead gorgeous.
seriously. okay ONLY WITH THEIR MAKE UP ON.
without make up they look dead. haha.
no offence. see their profile pics.
omg eww. haha.
well okay wish me luck tomorrow.
see ya
Saturday, November 7, 2009, 5:53 AM
Model.
i went to that model shit place with mom just now.SO MUCH FOR " only four people's coming lahhh"
YEAH RIGHT! there were ALOT of people.
and the passerbies there didn't even help.
i get the picture.
i was the so called model for the day to teach a class.
my God! the instructor pulled my hair back and worked it and kept touching my eyes to show where the colour should be etc.. omg. he kept pulling and pushing my hair. hahaha. to show which styles to do on an occasion. i kept making silly faces and the " students " kept laughing.
the "students" were all... adults ? close to adults... most of them are ladies. well duh. haha.
but the instructor's a REALLY FUNNY GUY. haha. gay i think.
the way he walks and talks is dead funny and i can't help but to laugh.
today we didnt do any make up but on the third lesson then i'll have to go through thick make ups and photoshoots that'll be published... to... i have no idea where.
mom's will be published in a magazine cause she's a wedding model. so called. haha.
really she looks WAY younger with the make up and the wig and the dress. i got the picture but this stupid cable don't let me upload the pics. -.-
but dude, rest assured, i wont come again.
haha. i have problems with people staring at me!!!
i was sitting on this high stool with everyone staring at me while the instructor did stuff with my hair and face.
omg. i was dying. haha. pure torture man. i felt so bare when he lifted my fringe up.
ARGH. pure torture i tell you.
no more "modelling"
ewww. ARGH.
mom sat there and giggled. WTH? that didnt help at all.
after all those madness to my hair, it ended but there's gonna be another class tomorrow.
I AM NOT GOING. cause another person's gonna bring her model . im supposed to come later , later but NO WAY.
haha.
...
i fasted today.
really!
im not kiddng.
i had to break fast at the model shop just now. haha.
while he was busy holding my hair back, i slowly ate my fries from mcdonalds. haha.
but i swear, i wasnt even feeling hungry.
i fasted to PAY BACK the days that i didnt fast and also to lose weight. haha.
it worked. haha.
i played badminton till i sweated like a horse but i still fasted.
it's a great feeling .haha. im still not hungry though.
it's already 10pm. i havent eat my mcspicy yet.
mom bought it for me. haha. dont feel like eating burger.
mom cooked some dishes for us to eat cause there's only the two of us.
Kira and Ferr left to sleep at Bam's house. -.-"
never invite me.
actually they did but i didnt want to. hahaha.
lazy to travel.
I DONT FEEL LIKE EATING OR DRINKING ANYTHING man.
maybe i'll fast again tomorrow. :D
wanna join ?
me mommy
okay she looks a little weird here.haha.
too much contouring on the nose.
okay GUESS WHATS HER AGE.
:D
that's all . pics from her friend's phone ?
i guess.
okay see ya.